In the past 4 days I managed to do 12 loads of laundry, run 4 carpools, find a missing soccer cleat and coordinating shin guard (they were in the car), hit the gym not once but twice thank you very much, attend the Boys State Tournament in Lexington - Go Rockets!, stuff 3 dozen plastic eggs with "treats-stickers and candy are ok, but remember no peanuts!", dye 1 dozen hard boiled eggs...with a 2 year old, attend 2 soccer practices and 1 baseball tryout, get two squirming boys' haircuts, sign a report card, purchase coordinating Easter outfits for a family of 4, stuff the Easter baskets, make a fruit salad and the best deviled eggs you have ever placed in your mouth for brunch, go to church, and finally bake a bunny cake because my mom, who though will never see it, will be happier than both of the kids combined. Afterwards, you can imagine how I was feeling...Why did you say exhausted??? That's why I hit the gym...twice (reread above if necessary.) I was feeling pretty proud and confident. "Oh yeah, I'm the woman, ummhmm," I said to myself as we walked into church services with my freshly coiffed men surrounding me. I was still patting myself on the back as our pastor Kyle Idleman delivered a fabulous Easter message. He was preaching about Jesus, about His anguish in the garden, about His uncomfortable truths He unapologetically delivered, about His heart-wrenching crucifixion, and lastly about His resurrection. Kyle said, "The next time you are feeling high and mighty, try walking out of your own grave." Ouch! Those words convicted my heart like a sword. Here I was proud of my accomplishments, proud of my deeds, and like an idiot, totally lost sight of the cornerstone, the catalyst of Christianity - Jesus' defeat over death. You can imagine how I was feeling now...you're right this time, small and insignificant.
Let's not lose sight of this holiday - it's not about the fabulous dress from Clodhoppers, the seersucker suits, the Honey Baked ham, the pastel eggs, or even the bunny cake, it's the ultimate proof that death is not the final end all of our lives. And if we believe the truth that Jesus walked out of his own grave, we too will walk out of our own graves. But please do not take my word for it, check if out for yourself.
Sunday, March 23, 2008
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Rachel: That is the best thing I have ever read! Very insightful, very truthful, very funny! You are so good at writing. Guess you get that from your Aunt Sherry and Big MeMe!! Write on, sister! Love, Mom. (Thought I'd identify myself. Still haven't figured out how not to be "Anonymous".)
Big Hope says you make us proud.Say a little prayer and I will to. LOVE
lookie heeeeerrreee...
any more derogatory words about a Honey-Baked Ham and there are gonna be words between us that transcend NCAA TOURNEY play... "can I getta A-men"
Jesus Saves and Down Go The Cards
martha stewart would be proud of you. I wonder what she would think about my weekend: woke up around 9 on Saturday morning, (thinking to myself how sorry I felt for all my friends with little kids who are forced out of bed at like 6), read the paper, thought about cleaning the kitchen but immediately retreated to the couch to catch up on all the Dr Phil, American Idol, The Hills, and Rock of Love (horrible, horrible show... but it's kinda like a train wreck... you've just gotta look) episodes backlogged on my TiVo.
So by now it's oh.... say.... 3:30 and I've been ignoring the hunger pangs 'cause I know the only thing in the fridge is diet coke and coors light, and I haven't even had a shower at this point, so leaving the house even for the drive thru isn't an option. Popcorn and girlscout cookies it is. For lunch. And I wonder why I can't wear anything in my closet. Time to finally get some stuff done, you ask? Nah... time to watch basketball games for the rest of the afternoon. Phone rings... it's Charlie.... "what've you been doing today?"... can't possibly tell him my heart rate has been barely above flatlined since I woke up. "oh... just a little of this and a little of that....". no guilt here! guess I have to get in the shower now. chalk that one up as an accomplishment. Sunday... got big plans for the day. Gotta clean the house, do a few things for work, need to get to the grocery, catch up on the laundry..... but wait.... this "lifetime" channel movie looks pretty interesting.... and I just HAVE to watch Steel Magnolias for like the 20th time. Alas... day two of leaving an impression on the sofa. Have I mentioned that there's still a Christmas tree in my living room????? Ok, so the decorations are off of it and I took the little top piece down, so it's technically half a tree.... but how in the world can I sit in this room all weekend and just look right past that thing!!!???? IT'S MARCH!!!! Maybe I should have just put some Easter eggs on it.
Well... you get the idea... I feel terribly guilty for the 48 hours that I completely wasted and will never get back. Not to mention the fact that you managed to get so much accomplished in a week, with two kids, no less, and it's going to take me more than three months to take a tree to the basement.
However... I know that maybe not-so-deep down inside... most mothers I know would love to spend two days as a human vegetable on a couch in a house filled with nothing but solitude, cable TV, and cookies!!!! HA!
Joda, I'm INSANELY jealous!! Heck, I feel like I'm on a jail break if I can go poop without any interruption!! (Yeah, I said it. Don't act so schocked Hilliary Oliver!)
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